As I reread what I wrote late night something just hit me like a ton of bricks...is sex all that I want from her? I need to figure that out. It's not really fair to either of us if that is the case, especially since she wants more than that. Maybe it's just because when we do have sex it is great, maybe it's because she is the best that I've ever had (the ex, who I was with for 4.5 years, couldn't get into what I liked so sex was boring, and 4.5 years of boring sex alters your brain chemistry) that I can't focus on all of the other stuff that I like about her.
Shit, I need to get away, spend some time with the thoughts in my head and actually think about this...
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